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Wednesday, May 23, 2012 { 10:03 AM }

all i can feel is disappointment. i cannot feel any other emotion besides that. now i am thinking why i ended up like this. all i want to do is hide in one corner and cry right now. i should have anticipated this coming right? but..why do i still feel the pain? all of a sudden, i feel as though i've lost everything. 幸福的感觉顿时变成了空虚，悲伤。我好像变成了一无所有。 i am truly very sad now:( if you comfort me, i will tell you everything. but i just can't tell anyone how i am feeling right now. i still remember crying very hard when i failed my physics during my jc days. really miss those times when i had someone to comfort me when i cry. he/she don't have to do anything, just sit there and listen to me, accompany me. but it's difficult to find someone like that now. never mind, at least there's still my shadow and me..i still have my company:( can't wait to leave this place now.

Tuesday, May 01, 2012 { 9:26 AM }

I just listened to this song called blessings. the lyrics is so meaningful and made me realize a lot of things. i've always thought my life isn't good enough, not good enough as compared to some people. i feel that people don't understand me and i am all alone. i feel that i am not good enough and that god made me with so many flaws. sometimes i don't even know if i'm good enough for others. but this song made me realize that my situation is not yet considered bad. there are many people out there who are worse than me and need our help. suddenly i feel so touched that people in those worse situations can face life, face tomorrow with so much courage. it made me feel so embarrassed. why a person like me who is so lucky can't do the same. i pray for those whose lives are affected by disasters, wars, poverty and illnesses, people whose family members are facing difficulties. i pray that the lord give them strength and courage to live each day. i pray that through those difficult situations, they will come out stronger. yet i hope that their situations will become better. i finally realize that my final destination is to meet our father. but for now, i must learn to treasure everything and everyone i have. i may not be the best of all persons, but i am fortunate. i am fortunate to have a family and friends who care. i live in a safe and peaceful environment. although i am not rich, but my family can still make ends meet. excluding some occasionally illnesses, my family, friends and i are still quite healthy. for all these reasons, i must thank god. now i hope that my fortune can also be spread to those in need. all of a sudden, me and my problems feel so insignificant. i am so sorry i didn't treasure my life. i took it for granted. i took everything i have for granted. from today onwards, i will work hard to spread goodness around me, i will treasure all that i have. thank you lord for enlightening me.